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Sunday, 30 September 2012
Self-harm
Haven't self harmed for 2 months now, but i've been feeling a little shitty and seen a picture of self harm and it brings back those feelings. oh god, i can't start again. i really want to do it. need to fight through this bit :(
She seriously is amazing.
i really don't know what to do. i'm so worried about my friend at the moment, she's really down and really struggling and i just want to help and be there for her. i am worried that she is going to do something stupid actually, and just want her to know how much i am here for her. she doesn't deserve this shit at all, she is such an amazing person, the best person i've ever met! she is the one that keeps me going at the moment, she has been here for me so much, and i want to be there for her just as much. she needs to stay strong as she's the lovliest, most beautiful girl i have ever met, and i am very jealous of her fashion sense. she seriously is the bestest friend i've ever had, and i couldn't ask for anyone better. she will always be with me. please, i just want her to get through this time.
Tuesday, 25 September 2012
Human Bio
So, managed to fuck the college round even more today, oops, sorry, please don't hate me! But, i'm doing that subject that I want to do, I know it's meant to be hard, but i'm doing Human Biology and I think i'll like it!
Sunday, 23 September 2012
Now Is Good.
Saw an amazing film today with Dakota Fanning in, it was about things that this girl wanted to do before she died but it was done really well. It made me cry loads, it was such a beautiful film, I would recommend it definitely! (just remember to take some tissues!)
Friday, 21 September 2012
Shitty day yesterdayyyy
Had an awful day yesterday, just felt soooo shitty and started pushing away my best friend. I felt so bad at the end of the day! Had a big cry and chat with the 'rents and felt a bit better. Decided to swap photography for biology as I just can't to arty shit!
I apologised to Jessy and things are alright with us now. God, i don't deserve her at all, i don't understand why she still sticks around! Anyway, had a much better day today, but i'm glad it's the weekend!
I apologised to Jessy and things are alright with us now. God, i don't deserve her at all, i don't understand why she still sticks around! Anyway, had a much better day today, but i'm glad it's the weekend!
Wednesday, 19 September 2012
Bye big sissssss.
Ok, so, i'm really sorry that I haven't blogged for ages, I have been staying at my friends as my parents haave taken my sister down to Chelsea to start Art Uni, it has comoe round so quickly! I hope she's ok down there, I really will worry but I just want her to have an amazing time, she bloody well deserves it!
Sunday, 16 September 2012
shoesboozetattoos
Follow this girl on tumblr, she is amazing (and is my best friendddd)
http://shoesboozetattooss.tumblr.com/
she also has a fashion blog which I will link you to!
Saturday, 15 September 2012
Snippedy snippppp
:(
Ok, so, I thought things were going well at the moment, but every time when i'm by myself, I just feel so lonely and unwanted. I'm feeling really down at the moment and am finding it hard to get through the days sometimes. Haven't felt like this for quite a while, but all I want to do is cry. I can't go backwards but just am so stuck on what to do.
I am all alone.
I am all alone.
Thursday, 13 September 2012
3mm stretcher
Got a 3mm stretcher yesterday, slowly working my way up, but I think I might actually stop at 3 as I would like to be able to wear normal earrings as well sometimes!
Wednesday, 12 September 2012
Bloody Rain
Had a bit of a shitty day today. We walked in the rain through York and it was horrible, absolutely tipping it down! Then when we got the the hospital at mums work Jess started crying as she hates hospitals and I felt awful for it! Then goot a call frrom mum saying that she had bloody forgotten about us as she had finished work early and was in Monk's Cross. I was miserable and pissed off at thaat point so was a bit moody with her. Me and Jess just wanted to get home! Anyway, we did and I then went in the gym and Alex brought round the Doc Martens. They are a tiny bit too small, but I really like them so am going to squeeze my feet into them and share them with Jessy!
Monday, 10 September 2012
College.
Started college today and it was shit scary! God I was sooooo nervous, I felt sick!
I wasn't in any of the same lessons as Jess though so that upset me :( luckily I have quite a few frees at the same time as her though so at least we can spend some time together! Thought my Sociology teacher was a bit boring but i've only had one lesson so shouldn't really judge! Got fine classes, just not amazing ones. No fitties in any of my classes which is a real shame :'( I don't know if i'll make any friends in my classes either as they don't seem like my type of people as much, as in we won't like the same things and shit, but it's early days!
I wasn't in any of the same lessons as Jess though so that upset me :( luckily I have quite a few frees at the same time as her though so at least we can spend some time together! Thought my Sociology teacher was a bit boring but i've only had one lesson so shouldn't really judge! Got fine classes, just not amazing ones. No fitties in any of my classes which is a real shame :'( I don't know if i'll make any friends in my classes either as they don't seem like my type of people as much, as in we won't like the same things and shit, but it's early days!
Saturday, 8 September 2012
Tumblr.
Changed my blog theme and I finally like it! Take a gander!
http://liquiddconfidenceee.tumblr.com/
http://liquiddconfidenceee.tumblr.com/
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