Sunday, 30 September 2012

Me likey.
Dreadlocks.
Alien ring.
X factor.
Skeleton bracelet.

Self-harm

Haven't self harmed for 2 months now, but i've been feeling a little shitty and seen a picture of self harm and it brings back those feelings. oh god, i can't start again. i really want to do it. need to fight through this bit :(

She seriously is amazing.

i really don't know what to do. i'm so worried about my friend at the moment, she's really down and really struggling and i just want to help and be there for her. i am worried that she is going to do something stupid actually, and just want her to know how much i am here for her. she doesn't deserve this shit at all, she is such an amazing person, the best person i've ever met! she is the one that keeps me going at the moment, she has been here for me so much, and i want to be there for her just as much. she needs to stay strong as she's the lovliest, most beautiful girl i have ever met, and i am very jealous of her fashion sense. she seriously is the bestest friend i've ever had, and i couldn't ask for anyone better. she will always be with me. please, i just want her to get through this time.

Tuesday, 25 September 2012

Sunday, 23 September 2012

tumblrrrrr

http://liquiddconfidenceee.tumblr.com/

Crash Land - Twin Atlantic

Amazing song, have been learing it on guitar.
Hot Air Balloons.

Now Is Good.

Saw an amazing film today with Dakota Fanning in, it was about things that this girl wanted to do before she died but it was done really well. It made me cry loads, it was such a beautiful film, I would recommend it definitely! (just remember to take some tissues!)
Marina(:

Friday, 21 September 2012

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I love Dory. She reminds me of my best friend :)

Shitty day yesterdayyyy

Had an awful day yesterday, just felt soooo shitty and started pushing away my best friend. I felt so bad at the end of the day! Had a big cry and chat with the 'rents and felt a bit better. Decided to swap photography for biology as I just can't to arty shit!
I apologised to Jessy and things are alright with us now. God, i don't deserve her at all, i don't understand why she still sticks around! Anyway, had a much better day today, but i'm glad it's the weekend!
Maxi skirt.

Wednesday, 19 September 2012

This is very true.

how can you face your problem if your problem is your face.

Bye big sissssss.

Ok, so, i'm really sorry that I haven't blogged for ages, I have been staying at my friends as my parents haave taken my sister down to Chelsea to start Art Uni, it has comoe round so quickly! I hope she's ok down there, I really will worry but I just want her to have an amazing time, she bloody well deserves it!

Sunday, 16 September 2012

shoesboozetattoos


Follow this girl on tumblr, she is amazing (and is my best friendddd)

http://shoesboozetattooss.tumblr.com/

she also has a fashion blog which I will link you to!

Saturday, 15 September 2012

Snippedy snippppp

Right, so had a dress which was like a kaftan and never wore it as it was so unflattering so I cut it and made a skirt, not great but at least i'll wear it!

Dress before...


Skirt after!
Cool rings!

:(

Ok, so, I thought things were going well at the moment, but every time when i'm by myself, I just feel so lonely and unwanted. I'm feeling really down at the moment and am finding it hard to get through the days sometimes. Haven't felt like this for quite a while, but all I want to do is cry. I can't go backwards but just am so stuck on what to do.
I am all alone.

Wednesday, 12 September 2012

Bloody Rain

Had a bit of a shitty day today. We walked in the rain through York and it was horrible, absolutely tipping it down! Then when we got the the hospital at  mums work Jess started crying as she hates hospitals and I felt awful for it! Then goot a call frrom mum saying that she had bloody forgotten about us as she had finished work early and was in Monk's Cross. I was miserable and pissed off at thaat point so was a bit moody with her. Me and Jess just wanted to get home! Anyway, we did and I then went in the gym and Alex brought round the Doc Martens. They are a tiny bit too small, but I really like them so am going to squeeze my feet into them and share them with Jessy!

Monday, 10 September 2012

Most amazing band ever! You Me At Six.

http://www.vevo.com/watch/you-me-at-six/reckless/GB1201200052#/watch/you-me-at-six/reckless/GB1201200052

Follow these amazing blogssssss by an amazing personnnnn!

http://shoesboozetattooss.tumblr.com/ - general amazingness
http://jesssicaramsay.tumblr.com/ - fashion

College.

Started college today and it was shit scary! God I was sooooo nervous, I felt sick!
I wasn't in any of the same lessons as Jess though so that upset me :(  luckily I have quite a few frees at the same time as her though so at least we can spend some time together! Thought my Sociology teacher was a bit boring but i've only had one lesson so shouldn't really judge! Got fine classes, just not amazing ones. No fitties in any of my classes which is a real shame :'( I don't know if i'll make any friends in my classes either as they don't seem like my type of people as much, as in we won't like the same things and shit, but it's early days!