Dad kind of ruined my day a bit when at lunch he mentioned the amount i had in my wrap and that it wasn't enough, he kicked up a bit of a fuss but sutterly so that others didn't notice. However, it made me feel really uncomfortable and like he was watching me loads. I had more salad cream in it than i did last week, so i had already made more than usual. I was so cross. I am bloody in charge of my food and i had a plan of where i would make up the calories later and he was bloody interferring in that! There were tears in the car as i was fighting my corner, i just feel like they don't have belief in me, but i will prove it to them...I hope. I know i have lost weight every time i've been at home, but i'm working on it, just give me chance. Also, have only exercised once so that my weight doesn't go down, i really am trying and this is so hard. I am constantly having a battle in my head about how much i need to eat and not purging and exercise...god it's harder than i thought it would be :(
It will be fine!
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